It Is Hard To Sleep

It is practically morning as I’m typing this post. The bad thing is I never had any sleep yesterday.
Well, I got IMSOMNIA, should I say more on that one? J
I will start with how much I miss some people that are pretty important in my life. The truth is, I haven’t seen my best friend for a couple of weeks now.

I MISS HER!
Hope to see you soon~

Last few weeks I finally get to buy a new laptop
It’s SONY VAIO!!!
I love it!!

Now it’s the exam weeks for all UBDians and seriously I enjoy every moment of it.
Not every paper that I took was super easy
All I can say it is really worth my time studying by hard before the exams start

YEAY!!!

Exam Is Coming Right Up!

Oh God!! Have you ever feels like you study so hard, you learned by hard and try to absorbed as much information so you will kill the exam papers? Well, I kinda do right now. Since my exam are mostly essays, which is sucks, I have to keep up with learning so much in so little time. I don't believe in the "early-prepared" regime kind of study. I'm the person who rock the books and all notes at the very last minute. Sometimes I just NEVER study for exam. Oh well, just wish me the best of luck for my exams. Hehehe :)

I really can't wait for this semester to end. I got a lot of things in my mind I wanna do during the holiday. Man! I studied so much that I deserve a vacation. I just can't wait...

The Mall

Tonight is the most amazing night ever since it happens for me and the rest of my siblings hang out with my aunt yang paling payah kan dapat off ani.. It was a last minute plan actually however we managed to watched "The Coffin" tadi at Mall.. It was really fun.. Next time lagi eyh

The Kiss

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I know we don't belong
Everyone says it's wrong
We come from different ways
So I tried to erase everything that I felt
That I felt

But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
From the KISS
From the KISS

My heart is getting loud
I'm trying to keep it down
I wish the world could hear
But I can't help but fear that they'll take you away
You away

But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
From the KISS
From the KISS

Palm to palmLet lips do what hands do
They pray
Is it a sin
To do what we want to?Don't care where we've been
Give me my sin again

But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
But then you kissed me and suddenly I don't care any more
Something in me tells me you're the one I'm looking for
From the KISS
From the KISS

I Talk..Talk..Talk~

Uhmm..For this past few weeks, I have been very busy with works. It just not stop coming. Even my blog is hardly updated. Well, its not like I got nothing to share. Its just that when i feel like posting something into my blog, something came up. I'm not even mention how can I fall asleep in front of my computer.. All I knew was I'm just too tired. However, right now I'm kinda chill. Less work to do.





Before I forgot, I would like to wish my very good friend, Hill, a very goodluck on his upcoming P2F concert. If I'm not mistaken, this week is his 3rd week in the concert. Go Hill! Keep up the good work yea. You have all my support. The most important thing to show how much I want you to stay in the concert.. I have vote for you!! Yeah!!





Next week is going to be the revision week for all UBDians. I can't believe this semester is almost over. I really have fun this semester. With all the activities I had joined, I cannot wait to know what's on the plate for next semester. Joining Vocal Club is not on top of my "clubs I want to join in" list. Perhaps I would join vocal again..or maybe not..Hehehe :)





Love is definitely out of my system right now. After what I have been through not long ago, I don't think I have the appetite to fall in love once again. It's true when they say, true love is hard to find.. For me, true love is just around the corner. We bound to see the love every single minute and every single day, but it's yet not our fate to have and keep the love to ourselves.

By the way..Looking at the picture above, don't you guys think I'm a cute person?? :p Hahahaha.. Just kidding.. I was bored at that time. So I grabbed my cell phone and took crazy pictures of me.. Well, see you guys next time..

xoxo

It's zatie

Zatie..I miss you!!

Fatties Vs Size Zero

Okay..Here the issue.."I don't hate you because you're fat..You're fat because I hate you"
What's wrong about being plus-size human being? It is being stereotyped, slim is beautiful while fat is ugly.. To be honest I'm fat too, not that I even hate myself for being the "big" one among others..
Yes,it is hard for a fat person to sit in some seats (cause their ass is well-fat-rounded).. And yes it is forbidden for a fat person to enjoy certain rides in an amusement park (for examples, roller coaster, only if you are triple plus-size and bumper cars).. But still fat doesn't mean you are ugly..
Believe me, there are some people who still treats "fatties" like trash.. In which I have encountered for number of times in my life.. I just don't pay mind to them..
When come to think about it, there weren't the one who feeds me.. So why I have to care so much of what they have said? It's just wasting my precious time..
What I think is that,fat people are funny.. They are fun to be with.. With a spontaneous sense of humor.. Floats on water (???) And they hardly judge of who you are..
I'm not saying I'm proud to be one, it's just I am comfortable wearing this skin.. And this skin makes me to be who I am.. I am not going to change just because someone want me too..That is so not cool..

To those people, family and friends who never judge the way I look.. Thank you..

my bonnie~

Excuse me? If you think this picture come from cat food ad, think twice.. This is my actual cat. Well, he's already gone by the way..tapi ku rindu cium kepalanya~ macam bau kucing jantan ah..memang jantan pun..hahaha..The sad part was, he died after a fast ugly-looking car crashed into him..man!! did I cry??! He was very2 manja berabezz.. let say if me sit arah kerusi, kambang tah ia jua turut naik merehatkan diri arah lappy ku..

Therefore, ku abadikan his pic arah blog ku ne..sebagai tanda yang me masiihhhhh ingatkan ia..sampai ani...and sampai bila2...i love you LENGKOK.... Well, namanya lengkok plang..Hehehe..sal tailnya blingkuk..

Ohh Mandy~

This is Mandy Moore..I've been a fan of her since I watched her video "I Wanna Be With You".. Eventhough some people says she only got a little talent, but i do believe that little means big!! she actually branched out from singing career to do some acting though.. the most memorable one is "A Walk To Remember"..Man..she made me cry! and the videoclip for Cry (soundtrack for the movie) is completely fantastic with Mandy in black outfit...Well, don't be fool by her hair baby. She was born blonde but lately I've only seen her in brunette..and still look amazing! Some of my pals questioning me on why I like her..why I don't like Britney Spears or MC or Xtina and etc..honestly, I don't have any problem at all liking any of them..but still I love Mandy more than any of them..hehehe..some people might assume blonde is bimbo..but she's not! she was a straight A student except for Math..which she got a B..not bad huh..ohh well..all I know I just love her..

Two Darlings

Hye thare all viewers! its been a long time I haven't post anything since I'm pretty busy working some stuff..so, here I am..in this edition I want you guys to see the 2 person I love to hang out with..Aliff and Hamni..they are my 2 darlings!! all the 3 of us have something in common..BITCH!!! Well..of course I'm the Queen-Bitch..the 2 of them just my followers..hahahahah.. jahat aku ahh..

Feels Like Workin~

Membuat Keraja Jua Ku Ne.......

I Do Love This Girl A Lot!!!

I just totally love her!!!

Coming Clean

Hey! Alright~what a lame start to write a post..Hehe

Well, as everyone noticed Idl-Ftr (Hari Raya or Aidilfitri) is eventually going to meet us! What about that? Counting less than two weeks, it is indeed the most joyous day in our Islamic Calender..

There is nothing much to write actually, it is just lately I have been thinking about the people I am very close to..These people are the one who make me to be the best out of myself, to ensure that my feet stood firmly on the right ground and at least to remind me to act and behave according to the norm and the usual..

However..I'm just a normal human who tend to deviate the norm and start to lose track and winding down the road hopelessly..For instance, some of these people who are really love me and close to me got hurt for what I did or behave in which at first I do not have a single idea that it was me who hurted them..

Sometimes that is what happen if we really think that everything that come out from our mouth is always good and saint..Sometimes that is what happen if we think we are the best, we are on the top, we are who stands out from the crowd..But there is one thing that we really got it wrong from the start..Not everytime if we speaks the truth about other people is actually good..Not everytime if we act funny and make dumb jokes could actually entertain others..Now that I learned an act only works on an audience..

I make a lot of mistakes in the past..Whether it is less noticed or effecting a lot of people it is still mistakes..I am so bless that all the people around me care enough to guide me to the good and to the right path..I could not even more thankful that I still have them around..The only way for me to be forgiven is to admit that I have wronged them in the past..

I really am sorry guys..It is Ramadhan, so I guess this is the golden opportunity to say how sorry I am for committing such a lame mistakes..All that matters is that..I really love all and each one of you..I'm coming clean..

xoxo

People Whom I Like To Hang Out With..

Well..Now..The moment of truth..I'm going to narrow it down,the list of individual or group I would like to hang out with-whether for bitch-ing or simply just being there for the fun and some free social advices..That doesn't mean that those people who do not make the list are totally the outer-circle of my so-called league..Or worst..The Loser type...It's just I don't normally have a topic on a go to talk to them..Well,it's still worth for you guys to know that i'm the type of an individual who have the ability to navigate myself in an ocean full of people I know and habour myself to a place where I feel like satisfying my social needs..But still, i'm good..So,emi,stop bitch-ing sweetie..Drum roll please~

1. Deeps Gang (my crowd)
-Do I need to say more? I feel totally at "home" whenever i'm with them..I can go all the way from such a kiddy goodie person to someone who thinks that Lindsay is a whore and "that girl totally forgot looking at mirror when she leave the house today~" kind of person..Got what I mean?

2. Suzairi (Jai)
-I gotta tell you guys out there..This guy is totally the kindess and non-judgemental person I've ever met..We can talk from environmental issues,relationship issues to whether Nicole Scherzinger or Beyoncè Knowles booty shake is hotter..Well Jai, I think Beyoncè still won the though..Hahaha..

3. Hamni & Aliff
-These two cute person,really make my day with their jokes,whether they make fun of people (that's bitch!) or simply make fun over themselves..Darling~don't try so hard to be funny cos simply looking at both of you make me smile..Love ya to bits!!

4. UBD colleagues and Friends over at SMSOs (form 1-upper 6)
-Waa,how i miss all of you..It's just not fair if I start to mention names one by one..Coz I believe in Karma..But,to those who love me for being there..I will ensure that every each and one of you to have pieces of my love too..Not all..Just pieces of them..

There you go..I know sometimes I can be so cruel with my words..But,I got a lot of love to offer than the way i'm being so mean to certain people..Again..I love you all !!

xoxo

What?What?Majal~

Today is the 17th of September..Uhmm,what's so special bout today?Nothing~hehe..I don't have my sahur earlier..Plus I didn't eat well masa sungkai yesterday evening..So,as you can guess,mcm bubbling dah my tummy ne..Tahan tah sajakan..Haha..Puas ku mem-bitch dah,yatah masanya kan men"cuci" ne..

Just now I had my Science class..I learn bout magnet and its properties..Duhh~i know a magnet sweetie..I ruined my Dad television 14years ago just to discover the "magical" of a tiny black rock..Plus ugly..Apakan?Haha..Seronoklah,dpt bekerjasama with Rabz,Mary,Hamni,Yuz,Ain and my only one..Poop mother-to-be..Hehe..Now me wait for my bitching pal,Liff..Kan masuk vocal lagi..Huhu..Manakah ya..

Nextime lagi me update keyh..In a mission cari urang lagi ni..Hehe..

Xoxo

Hot And Tired

ZzZz~uhmm..Bangun tidurku udah ne..I'm very tired today..Start pukul 8am dah jalan..At 3pm tadi baru sampai rumah..Then,have a nap sekajap..Atu pun sekajap..Hehe..Tadi I bought baju,pants and some stationery..For seni lukis tomorrow..Nasib duit I tak berganjak..Kekeke

My mum tadi sound2 jua,"eh,banyak barang diambilnya eh~"..Macam soft warning jua tu supaya ku inda over membali..Keke..Tapi, I don't care..Haha..Penting wah bagiku nindah tadi ah..Poket money pakai raya lagi?Mesti save..

So,that's for now dulu..Eh,wait a minute..Tiba2 saja ku rindu my friend, a good friend actually..Zati..Now di UK..I miss u Zati..Hehe

xoxo (",)

It's killing me!! Argghh

Selagi ku lum tidur,selagi atu jua gatal tanganku kan mempost-ing..Anything,from birahology to gatalism..Apakan?Uwaaa:'( sakit mataku inda dpt tdur..Well,ramai yang tau,ku minat brbezzly rah Hilary Duff..Bukan Hilary Clinton eh..Tua atow..Alum~karang pagi,ada plankan jalan shopping..Tpi my money cikit dah..Kampis beg usinku ne..Huhu

So,hopefully krg daddy or mumy byarkan lah my nindah..Hehe..Tpaksatah jadi budak baik ne karang.Duduk teranah dalam krita..Hahaha..

In the afternoon,"urang" atu datang umah kali..Mudahan jualah..Rinduku brabezz kan kedia..Kemarin malam pun datang jua ya..Tapi malam,aher lagi,endakan sekajap ganya tu?Huhu..

Lastly, I missed someone yang di ubd ah..Well.."Dear, I miss you"

xoxo :')

Insomnia attack me!

Hey there..2 things to update..I can't sleep and I'm freakin' tired..Huh..It's been a while I haven't sleep pretty well..And the dark circle under my two beautiful eyes,keep bugging me..I never meant to stay awake..It's just I can't close my eyes to sleep and submitting myself to Huhahuha Dreamland..Huh..Help me..Pray for me~ xoxo

Introduksi

Hey everyone. Emi's here. AKU ADA BLOG BARUU. Lawa kali ah. Fabulous is in the house. Sorry to Hill, I stole your trademark =D. DO you know Hill, what happened to those people who laugh to me blog? They DIE. Waakakakakakaka.

Okay. Since I'm new to this blog thing, alum ku berapa pandai ni ahh kan mempost-ing apa ani. So jangan tah kan sukati membebel sana ah. Saya saja2x blog-ing ni ah, mana tau ada geng birah yang kan ku advertise. HAHAHA jangan marah ahh. Kalau marah kana jual karang. No discount. FYI, ye did. HAHAHAHAHHA.

Bah, ani saja dulu ah. Kesajukan ku dalam rum ictc ani. Gila, kebakuan ku eee..

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