Hai everyone..First of all forgive me for my bilingual usage for this entry..To some who still following my blog, maybe it is kind of a surprise to see why I am suddenly writing another entry for which it usually take months for me to do it. I guess there are some stuff that really buggin' me recently. Some may say I can't complain about it, but I'm kind of a person who really can't let go things that easy unless I got the whole idea why those things happened to me. On top of that, as you can bet, I really don't have no one to really open up or talk about it.
Well I am not ashamed to tell you guys out there that I cried so hard last night. It is not because I was so sad about what happened, it is more like a channel for me to relief emotional pains that I have been hold inside. What happened was that there are some "things" going on the other night on Facebook. I can't believe my eyes that I actually read it. I feel humiliated since. It ain't something big however for me it is beyond my common expectation. So I just say what I got to say and log off immediately. I think it is kinda okay-ish if someone you really do not know did that but in my issue it isn't. I thought I was being funny but it seems not. Personally, I always do not care what have been said to me-whether it is harsh or related to my own issues-cos I always know, deep inside my heart it was all a joke-it is always like that. Last night was a different story. The table is truly turned. Completely. Being honest here, I am broken hearted. I don't know if I'm too sensitive or being a jerk who cannot take jokes, I'm telling you that I am really feeling it.
Now, I don't feel like login to Facebook no more. I even don't have the feeling to go chatting online through MSN. I wanna do nothing. Nothing else.
I'm outta here..
Well I am not ashamed to tell you guys out there that I cried so hard last night. It is not because I was so sad about what happened, it is more like a channel for me to relief emotional pains that I have been hold inside. What happened was that there are some "things" going on the other night on Facebook. I can't believe my eyes that I actually read it. I feel humiliated since. It ain't something big however for me it is beyond my common expectation. So I just say what I got to say and log off immediately. I think it is kinda okay-ish if someone you really do not know did that but in my issue it isn't. I thought I was being funny but it seems not. Personally, I always do not care what have been said to me-whether it is harsh or related to my own issues-cos I always know, deep inside my heart it was all a joke-it is always like that. Last night was a different story. The table is truly turned. Completely. Being honest here, I am broken hearted. I don't know if I'm too sensitive or being a jerk who cannot take jokes, I'm telling you that I am really feeling it.
Now, I don't feel like login to Facebook no more. I even don't have the feeling to go chatting online through MSN. I wanna do nothing. Nothing else.
I'm outta here..
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