When I'm not funny no more..

Hai everyone..First of all forgive me for my bilingual usage for this entry..To some who still following my blog, maybe it is kind of a surprise to see why I am suddenly writing another entry for which it usually take months for me to do it. I guess there are some stuff that really buggin' me recently. Some may say I can't complain about it, but I'm kind of a person who really can't let go things that easy unless I got the whole idea why those things happened to me. On top of that, as you can bet, I really don't have no one to really open up or talk about it.

Well I am not ashamed to tell you guys out there that I cried so hard last night. It is not because I was so sad about what happened, it is more like a channel for me to relief emotional pains that I have been hold inside. What happened was that there are some "things" going on the other night on Facebook. I can't believe my eyes that I actually read it. I feel humiliated since. It ain't something big however for me it is beyond my common expectation. So I just say what I got to say and log off immediately. I think it is kinda okay-ish if someone you really do not know did that but in my issue it isn't. I thought I was being funny but it seems not. Personally, I always do not care what have been said to me-whether it is harsh or related to my own issues-cos I always know, deep inside my heart it was all a joke-it is always like that. Last night was a different story. The table is truly turned. Completely. Being honest here, I am broken hearted. I don't know if I'm too sensitive or being a jerk who cannot take jokes, I'm telling you that I am really feeling it.

Now, I don't feel like login to Facebook no more. I even don't have the feeling to go chatting online through MSN. I wanna do nothing. Nothing else.

I'm outta here..

Hello Peeps!

Okay..Ku tau lama sudah aku nda update apa-apa here in my blog.Kedapatan tah malas atu kan?

Hahaha..Yeap, as hard for me to confess, memang pun ku malas kan update.One of the reason-nya urg ultimate reason lah ah-is that my blog wayyy too plain Jane!

Mcm layout my blog ani pun yg ori, warnanya yg ijau aku suka, tapi somehow the color annoy me jua sometimes.Atu yg bother aku banarnya.If ku liat and lawat-lawat blog yg lain..Speechless jua lah dgn mata ku yg excited..Dalam ati cakap "Are these people don't have anything else to do?"

Hahaha..Banarnya aku tu jeles bah tu..Nyamankan ati saja tu..

But don't worry peeps, nanti I ask my best buddy si Aleef to help me re-design my blog ni. Well, he's not the total freak blog pro if that's what you guys thinking, it's just he knows how to make blog lawa ah..Hahaha

Batah-batah aku nda tulis apa-apa disini ani, banyak benda yg happened bah.If ku cerita satu-satu ah, patah jua kali jariku ani menaip..Ku bagi summary saja lah ah-karang kamu jua yg sangal membaca kan?kan? Okay, here it goes~

Aku and my other 11 friends yg lain involved in Simfoni Tanah Air 2008/2009. It was fun like crazy! We didn't win though, we're on the 4th place. But its okay~Its true we practiced the singing mcm urg kan juara saja.Imagine tah kami praktis malam di ubd and aku balik ke rumah kadang-kadang pukul 12.30am ah! Alum ku cerita part the morning atu I have to attend kuliah lagi..Lalah tu yo!

I lost my sister punya car keys dirumah Aleef! That thing happened masa kami on the way ke RTB for the final night Simfoni Tanah Air 2008/2009.Huhu! Crazy man! Mcm aku ingau lagi kana make-up backstage,ingau jua ku kan kunci kerita ah. Time atas pentas atu ah, nada g ku ingau lain bah. Kunci kerita atu ganya.Dah abes competition atu, around 12.30am ah, bekarih mengunjar dijalan dakat rumah si Aleef ni and along jalan kan ke kampung Masin..Langsung tah nada! Sampai tah masa ani.Luckily for me, my sister ada spare for that keys!

Then kami kana offer ulih RTB to record a show for Telethon sempena His Majesty's birthday. Just recently kana aired on 15th July ah. Two songs kami buat di studio RTB and the other one atu kami record di Tugu 60 tahun rah tambing Sungai Brunei ah. First time tu yo mcm artis rasanya buat videoklip dapan public! Apatah lagi kami ani, sorang-sorang tah buat mua fake dapan camera..Nada membagi chan! Hahaha..Aleef ani tah fake jua, dgnnya tu si Sabreena..Ngam! Tapi what make it more fun is that kami kana bayar bah..We got paid for what we did tu..Siuk!

Now,ada tinggal seminggu lagi for the 5th semester to open. Rasa ready and malas atu becampur baur jua. Tapi I can't wait banarnya. Pasalnya I miss all my friends a lot! Even si Aleef aku batah nda jumpa. According to him its been a month sudah..But buka semester ani he's not studying di UBD, cos ia pindah bangunan sudah..In Gadong. So I guess, payah tah ku jumpa ia selalu lagi kan. But its okay~

I think sampai sini saja dulu ah ku post cerita baru here. I lost my ideas what else to write again..Hahaha. Next time insyaAllah my blog ani berwajah baru. Liat dulu level busy ku. Mun busy hantap, lambat lah progress tu jawapannya.

I Love SNSD

Owww Mayyyy Gawwwdd

Assalammualaikum~~

Kamu realize kah yang aku mcm batah dah nda update blog ku ani? Gila yo! Busy saja ku bah dgn kehidupanku ah..Ada-ada saja bah kan ku buat sepanjang masa aku enda membuat post baru ani.

Ani pun sama jua halnya..kan dakat-dakat exam baru tah ku melawat-lawat laman blog ku sendiri.

I was busy like shit lah masa ani..Sibuk lagi dgn assignments ku yang melampau ah..Moral of the story here, don't ever buat assignments last minute. Gerenti hidup macam bagas kana carai (tau ah!!!..Hahaha)

Well, as I posting this piece of note it is officially the 19th April 2009..And guess what guys??

Tomorrow is my damn BIRTHDAY!!

I was born 21 years ago on 20th April..Interesting fact is that Hitler and I share the same birth date. But do not mistaken me as cruel as he was..I am not cruel for sure..But hell yeah I am a total BITCH. Hahaha

You can ask a lot of my friends about that one..I owned that bitch mouth, bitch eyes, bitch stare, bitch laugh, bitch smile, bitch jokes and other bitch qualities. I am not saying I'm proud to be call a bitch but I cannot help it..It is so natural. Believe me! Hahaha

I keep like thinking you know, about the good thing being a bitch sometimes. It is a way like helping some people to say they true thoughts about particular annoying thing.

Okay, face the truth that not everyone are truly brave expressing they true feelings or thoughts about people they do dislike or hate. Therefore as "these" bitches shared the same thoughts about that particular thing, these "good" and "innocent" people feel like they feelings are channeled through a bitch person..like me! Hahaha

You can see that "satisfaction" look on their faces as the bitch do them a favour of expressing the hate into words of sarcasm. Believe me, as much as they try to deny this one..They truly enjoy it! Hahaha

Oh well.. I wanna thank all the people (friends) who made the "early" birthday surprise earlier today. I love the moment, I love the cake, I love you guys so much. I'm head over heels tadi. But seriously, I really thought the surprise was for Ain alone. That was the reason why I lokk like wasn't paying friggin' attention tadi..Aku ani mcm si banar jua nyanyikan lagu birthday untuk si Ain..Padahal aku kana sambut tah jua!! Love it!!

Thanks to:

Zackery

Hill

Poop

Sanah

Zurr
Serina

Hong

Gwan

and last but not least

Aleef

Siuk jua batah enda mempost ani..Panjang tah story ku.Hahaha.I cannot like post everyday because good moments does not happen everyday..I hope you guys yang membaca this blog of mine suka lah dengan post ku yang baru ani. Until next time, Bubye!!

xoxo 

emi =)

Bla bla bla~~

Assalammualaikum ya'll and salam sejahtera~

Seriously I got nothing to post right now but still want to post somthing to my blog..majalkan??Hahaha :p I know~

As the usual,I'm pretty fine and kinda enjoy the life I'm having right now. Seriously I am busy with you-know-what thing..assignments!! And to make sure I'm tortured, it's already the 5th week of schooling time in which there are about 9 more weeks to go before the exams..

If you guys thinking that I am progressing doing my work and stuff because the semester period is almost over..you guys got it all WRONG! Hahaha.. I would say I am lazy and a laid back type of person..I won't move or do anything until that big bell up there somewhere making a "wake up call" sound..It's not even melodic to me. The thing is its not I'm not even trying to work hard on all the things I do..but hey..this is me..In the end i will able to finish and suck up everything to one piece! And I know it!

Oh yea..I almost forgot to announce that I was having my hair done last Friday! I loveee it~ and all my friends like it too! My hair is the least thing I take good care of..I just get it "shampooed" on shower and blow it dry afterwards..My hair is way too thick and volumious..I have to get it cut frequently so my hair won't look like "big bird" eyelashes..Hahahaha :p Never interested to put hair products onto my hair or to style it a bit..What I love so much about my hair : It is still look shiny and healthy and "stink-free" eventhough I never bother about it that much..My hair is a good hair indeed..hahaha

Waa..see,thats what happen when you guys let someone who doesn't have anything to post in his blog and yet still bother to post something in his blog..you guys get him typing crap and all the least things you guys want to know about him..hahaha

Well..okay..I'm signing out for this post..I'm quite sleepy myself and desperately need rest..a lot of rest..take good care of yourself yea..Emi love ya'll..(prasan tah artis!)

Bubye~mwahxxxxx!!!

xoxo

Emi Is Back

Hi ya'll~I am now back to update my blog..

Its been a while I haven't post anything here since I was very busy handling life..

Assignments and lots of drama in school sometimes make me wonder, were they got nothing to do in life?? At times it is just too much to digest by my human brain..

Get a life!

Now I am more into self-spaced. My mind really in peace without these people..

Instead, I found myself took a walk crossing the border of the faculty I am in and made friends with APB students..I am glad to have these people around me:

Ain-the girl who looks can make the boys go crazy and sleepless nights..She is super cool with the attitude of fun,humor and teaser~

Zak-the model type look who wants to look good all the time..Well,you always look good anyway..

Dina-Ain friend's

Bonnie-Can't say much here..hahaha

I have so much fun hanging out with them, having lunch together and sometimes just meet somewhere occasionally whenever we are lecture-free..

But Ain is the one I am very close too..She is like my little sister and she have a big potential of becoming my very very very good friend..

We always have something to share,something to laugh about or simply sharing problems..

The pin point here is I am glad to have them in my life..to cheer me up whenever I'm feeling down..

Love ya'll~